"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."
------------------Andrew Kucewicz
Today I didn't wake up until about 12:00. I sat on my laptop talking to people and one of the girls I like gets on. We talk like we usually do and I am getting so into this person, and in my eyes she was into me. I finally worked up the courage to ask if she does, and it turned out that she didn't. Apparently I'm like a "brother" to her. These words have been following me since I started liking girls. Just about every single girl I've asked out said that to me. How am I just a "brother?" Is it because I'm actually nice? That I'm not some screw up kid? Is it because I'm not a douche to the people I care about? Why would I want to be? It's mind numbing, how I can have a great friendship with someone who I can see is special, and I end up being just a "Brother."
There isn't all too much I have to say today. All I did was play games and talk to people, since it has been raining all day. At the moment I'm frustrated, so I'm going to just leave it like it is and write a better post tomorrow.
Until tomorrow, Isaac
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